re: dang it

I feel I should clarify a bit concerning my last post. As many of you know who are friends with me, I am a very emotional person. It is so annoying at times, but emotions have a lot more power over me then I really want to give up. It has been an uphill struggle for so long, and I trust that it will be like that for a while yet. Suffice it to say, ... Read Moremy last post was not solely surrounding one particular event, rather a chain of events that has left me feeling quite taxed. It seems like disappointment after disappointment is befalling me, and like any normal human feels, life becomes a tad overwhelming after awhile. I cannot place the blame on any of these feelings save myself, and I do not doubt the Enemy is taking advantage of the position I have placed myself in. I find myself repeatedly learning how to trust God. Pray for me, you who read this post; pray that God meets me yet again. Pray I would have the desire to seek his face once more. Commit me to the Lord: Be my friend.

dang it

Oh, how miserable life can seem at times. To feel so strongly that the Lord has come through and provided that which, then to find you are extremely mistaken is more than a little debilitating. God has done nothing to deserve a distrust of him, yet one cannot help but feel at the very least let down. Such is my life. I have let myself get caught up... Read More yet again on a tornado of emotion, and it has brought forth chaos (as tornadoes tend to do) in my heart. Granted, it is nowhere remotely near the devastation I have previously felt, but nonetheless, pain is pain. All that remains once more is a tattered faith, that I must again with the help of the Holy Spirit rebuild and fortify. Albeit I feel convicted that my faith suffers when my desires are not met, but I trust God understands and has grace.